About
My name is Brent Ovalsen and I am the founder of Anahata Karma Pty Ltd, a way of life that seeks to help you access the divine within. ABOVE: Jangala and me at an exhibition of his art in 1997
During this same period, I also met with a Native American Indian medicine man who just happened to have a medicine centre here in Australia. We did healing ceremonies and vision quests, and I began to see the difficult direction I must take in facing my past. It was the 20th of February 1999 - I was 26-years-old. I had started to develop a personal relationship with Jesus, mainly reading the Bible each day over a couple of months. After cutting off my long hair, I had a tattoo of an Orthodox cross put over my heart. 15-years later I would learn that my Orthodox stepfather had tattooed the same cross in the same place on his body while I was in prison, and yet he had no idea about my tattoo from where he lived some 3,000km away! I went and shared with my sister in Melbourne what had happened to me with my biological father and the resulting homicide. We both agreed that God wanted me to hand myself in. After a prayer to Jesus to look after me, I handed myself in to the police at 5pm that day for my participation in the homicide. This culminated in a number of things happening: When suddenly, a bright light erupted in the skies behind him. As my eyes adjusted to the bright light, Jesus appeared to me in a dramatic broad daylight vision as a shimmering image the size of a football field. Although I had been standing talking to Dean, my eyes were taken away due to gazing into the air at this image of Jesus. In fact, the entire backdrop of the prison, including Dean, faded away into bright white light. I felt a sudden sense of completeness as a human being, a feeling that made me feel acknowledged for my good and bad points, yet somehow loved to the depth of my soul regardless of what I feared I had done. A seed that had been blossoming in my consciousness since the first time my mother held me, suddenly burst forth with a deeper knowing that love and the opening of our heart centre is the most powerful integrating force on earth. In this middle of the day experience the brilliant light blasted apart the darkness about my being and Jesus told me that everything was going to be alright. I began to feel a true merging of forgiveness in my soul. I discovered the still point of our heart centre, where we may be at one with the overwhelming force that is The Holy Spirit. Left entranced to the epicentre of my being, Jesus slowly faded away and allowed the prison and its grounds to come back into my vision. Dean was calling out to me saying, “Japaljarri, what's wrong? Are you with us?”. I was so shocked by my experience that I excused myself and went for a long walk. If you look behind the left bottom quarter of the writing,
you may see "The Lamb of God"... A kneeling Lamb. Many inmates would comment to me that they felt a great sense of peace come over them when they were with me and many inmates and guards would comment on the profound energy they felt when just sitting in my cell. Back then, I was usually talking to a person and chanting the mantra in my mind at the same time. If you are ever with me now and you see me move my finger to another bead on the beads that I usually have in my hand, then that means I have just said the mantra once again. Nowadays I chant, “I am calm, I am still, I am silent and in the grace of God”. This mantra is yours to use too. BELOW: Prison Bashing Barwon Prison
BELOW: Loddon Prison in the sacred garden built by inmates
It has been my personal experience that the closer we come to God, the more Satan tries to discourage us from the path of light. My meditation, daily prayer and unswerving faith had rendered Satan powerless, or so I thought. It was the middle of a typical day when a guy living in the same prison unit spat the dummy at me over a minor misunderstanding. He went on to threaten me that I now had an enemy for life. As he said this to me, I saw evil overcome his eyes and his demeanour. This incident happened out in a common area between the prison cells. After he had left the immediate area, I was left wondering what was going on. I walked upstairs to my cell and then stood gazing out through the bars of my window. Suddenly, Satan himself appeared, some four metres high in stature, a glowing evil apparition – floating just above the garden bed adjacent to my first-floor window. His eyes were black with red centres, his head and face grotesque and topped with small goat-like horns. I felt the almighty evil of Satan’s daunting red body emanating out and impressing upon my soul, in a sense I felt quite overcome with every fear that I had ever had all seemingly coming upon me at once. In the same moment, I said loudly, “In the name of Jesus Christ”. Suddenly, what looked like an atom-bomb of white light exploded across the manicured prison gardens, and Jesus appeared floating in the air, some seven metres high in mighty stature. As for Satan, I heard him shriek in pain and he vanished instantly. The space of evil and fear was dissolved and replaced by an overwhelming feeling of calm and wellbeing emanating from Jesus, through me. Jesus smiled and faded away, yet the bright light remained. In fact, I was in a state of ecstatic bliss for the following four days. Wherever I walked, a bright light erupted before me, affecting all the inmates and guards around me to shift their demeanours to the positive. It seemed as though a ‘field of light’ was around me for about thirty feet, for whenever I came within thirty feet of an inmate or prison guard, they would turn around, as if I had tapped them on the shoulder, and I could see from their faces that they were being overcome by the light and love that I know to be The Holy Spirit. As for the man who threatened me, only minutes after Jesus’ appearance, he came up to my cell and apologised for his earlier outburst. I didn’t tell him about my spiritual experience; however, we were friends ever since. On the 23rd of August 2020 Kathy and I entered St Mary’s Church in the city of Darwin. As we sat quietly praying and meditating in an empty church, Jesus appeared to me and put his sword in my right hand and said “I give you my sword to cast out demons. Go out and do this and everything will be provided unto you!” |
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